I have a problem...

A pajama problem.  I love pajamas.  I love the soft fleece feel.  I love the snuggles and I LOVE DROPSEATS!

While my husband and I were walking through Walmart, I noticed that they had put out the winter pajamas.  I was eyeing these sheep jammies and pawing through looking for these cat pajamas that I missed out on buying last year.  I was bummed because the kitty pajamas had a hood with ears and a tail!

So, I'm looking through the pajamas when I found a pair of green ones that said, "I'm a frog!  Look behind!"  Could it be???  Was Walmart carrying dropseat jammies!!!!????


YES!

I couldn't help myself.  I bought two.  A frog and a fox.

This is one happy SAS.

Shadowlane X: Sunday Night Suite Parties

New Here?  Catch up on my Shadowlane party blog post ramblings here:

 Part I  Part II  Part III  Part IV Part V Part VI Part VII Part VIII Part IX

Sunday night suite parties are my favorite because they are relaxed and low key.  Everyone is much more cuddly with the exception of sneaking out for last minute scenes.   A group of us were snuggling on the couch and able to share laughs and smiles and retell some of our favorite adventures from the weekend.  My prior anxiety attack was forgotten as I remembered how great it is to be in the company of good people and friends.  My mood was improved even more when TopJosh walked over to me and told me that he had been watching my smile light up the room since he walked in.  Having someone come up to me and say something so sweet made my night.  I’m glad that my “sincere” smile was showing.  ;) 

One bad thing about the suite is that one of the toilets overflowed and was starting to soak into part of the carpet.  I of course didn't realize it until AFTER I stepped in the gross, squishy carpet wearing sandals.  A plumber was called, but the hotel was taking its sweet ass time getting there.  One of the male party goers showed up carrying an implement bag that was also an actual toolbag. 

As a bunch of us were sitting on the couch, RainySpanker was the one to notice and started yelling, “The toilet is over there!!!   To the left!  NO, THE LEFT!!!!!”  We were all slightly confused to who he was shouting at, but then he shouted at another top to get his attention and point him to the bathroom.  The other top looked at the plumber look-alike, realized that he was a spanko guest, and quickly shook his head and waved his arms, NO at RainySpanker.   The entire couch started to crack up.

RainySpanker was trying to defend himself by saying, “doesn't he LOOK like he could be a plumber!!??”  Of course those of us on the couch had to spend the next ten minutes mocking RainySpanker yelling.  “LEFT!  LOOK LEFT!  THE TOILET IS ON YOUR LEFT!!!”  My stomach started to hurt I was laughing so hard.

Nightowl came and joined us on the couch and it was so good to catch up with her.  Friday night she had come up to me to give me a hug and provided wonderful, positive, and uplifting advice to me.  She knew I had been having a bad few months in my personal life and her coming up to me was so sweet.  I adore her!

One thing though, I could smell her cigarettes and after having the one, all I wanted was another.  I asked if she would mind if I bummed one of her smokes and she happily complied.  I thought I could perhaps sneak out without being noticed, but it didn't exactly work out like that.  People were starting to wonder where I went and someone snitched.  Of course when I came back to the suite EVERYONE was teasing me asking, “WHAT’S THAT SMELL!?!?”  I know my face was bright red.  That was the pressure I needed earlier and hope I get when I try my next spanking party weekend without smokes.

As the night wore on, cute little Prux had something that she tricked convinced me into helping out with.  At the FMS party that I was unable to attend, ReeBee and Prux asked what would be a funny thing to do for their scene with OS.  I had let them know the absolute worst thing they could do would be to make fun of his sport teams.  I even TOLD them that it would be the worst thing to do and that his hairbrush would be instantly added to this scene.  The two girls decided to do it anyway.  I still personally think that my being yelled at and spanked for their actions was ridiculous.  These were grown ladies and they chose their actions.  If I had the power to control people into being my minions, I would be ruler of the world (/endrant/). 

So Prux, in hoping to make up the error of her duck panties, asked me to help create a book to why the “Ducks” were bad, but actual ducks were cute and adorable and stuff.  So, being the helpful person that I am, I created a list of bad awesome duck jokes and sent it to her to help add to her book.  Sunday night was the big reveal and apparently OS was not too happy with his gift.   Prux was bent over a chair first, so I took the opportunity to move to behind the couch.  Pubsie pointed to me and said, “QUIT HIDING BEHIND THE COUCH!”  I responded with, “ummmm… you can SEE me.  That means I am not hiding.”  I was pleased my remark resulted in many snickers from those sitting on the couch.

Eventually OS was finished with Prux and looked to me.  I took the opportunity to be a ham and ducked behind the couch (get it???  DUCKED!!!).  RainySpanker leaned over and said, “we can do this the easy way, or the HARD way.”  I personally enjoy being a little manhandled, so I gleefully looked up at him and said, “drag me out!!  No really!  It will be FUN!”  He grabbed my arms and pulled me out from behind the couch.

I normally feel very uncomfortable when guys pick me up, drag me, or ask me to sit on their laps.  Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE IT.  I’m just a large girl and I’m afraid that I am going to hurt the guy and then that will spread to everyone else and no one would want to touch me.  The fact that I have actually SAID this to RainySpanker and he still does it, makes me happy.  He makes me feel small and helpless.  Oddly, a huge trigger for my headspace.

Anyway, I gave OS a hug and whispered that I really hadn't played that much this weekend and to keep that in mind.  He nodded that he understood, but then my smart mouth got the better of me.  Let me put the statement here saying that OS is a play partner that I trust completely!  We have a play relationship where I trust what he does and my banter is basically me asking for it.  Official statement out of the way, my smart mouth got me in trouble.  In fact, at one point OS leaned over and told me that he was planning to be nice and go lightly, but I just can’t seem to help myself. 

Bent over the chair playing with leather and (gasp!) a wood paddle (Normal people get a NO on wood paddles, brushes, or ANYTHING and playing publicly with wood always makes me nervous because I worry other people will think it is okay to use wood on me too).  I do enjoy playing in front of an audience, and my highlight came when OS pulled my pj pants down to reveal my cute foxy panties that were made by the lovely Miss Beth.  Check out her adorable panties HERE!

I could hear Beth shriek, “THOSE ARE MY PANTIES!”   I smiled because they fit nicely and were very cute.  She should be proud of what she makes and everyone kept talking about them.  OS even stopped and bent over to tell me that everyone was talking about how cute my butt looked with Beth’s foxy panties on.  It made me happy that I could provide free advertisement without everyone running out of the room for seeing them on MY butt. 

Our double play scene with the book ended with Prux being made to provide a speech about some duck thing to everyone in the room.  Perhaps little Prux needs to rethink her outcomes!  ;)

Boardwalk Badness Weekend Part III: The Vendor's Fair and Friday Night Suite Parties

In case you missed them:

Part I

Part II

The Friday night Vendor's Fair is always hopping at BBW!  Publikk and I walked around looking at the different vendors and giving hugs to friends that we haven't seen in what feels like forever.  The beautiful Beth Eisley was selling her panties and I bought the cutest pair of woven fox panties that she hand made herself!  I was looking for a picture of the pair I bought, but you can see her current panties selection at: http://madebysomebunny.weebly.com/.  Excited I folded the pair up and stuck them in my purse for later... which would turn into a story all on its own.

Beth Panties!  

I do have one Vendor Fair regret and I blame my nerves with meeting new people on this.  Stepfordwife brought a collection of beautiful vintage dresses to sell at the vendors fair.  There was an awesome fashion show that showed off the amazing dresses and many of the girls were buying their madmen themed dresses for the Saturday night banquet.  Everyone who bought a dressed looked absolutely amazing in them. Unfortunately, I was too nervous to walk over and interrupt all the the girls selling and buying.  I chickened out and ended up missing out on a great opportunity.  Sometimes it is the silliest things that make me so nervous and I hate it.  I keep promising myself that I will get braver and make it through one party without freaking out over something, crying over something stupid, having a panic attack, and introducing myself to new people that I would very much like to get to know better!  That didn't happen at this party, LOL.

New to the Vendor's fair this year was the "Bad Girl Corner,"  suggested by Stacy (!!!!) and run by OlympiaSpanker.  The top filled out a slip as to why the girl needed to stand in the corner and the bottom was suppose to sign the slip before turning it in.  However, the slip just said "Bottom's signature."  It didn't specify the bottom in trouble, so, I happily signed PPD's slip to put Sarah_Rock's in the bad girl corner!  :-D  Sarah_Rocks, however, didn't think it was that funny and dragged Publikk off to make up some lame reason as to why I needed to go to the bad girl corner as well.  Called up to the stage, I was made to stand in the corner only to find out that Mr. Stephen Lewis would be administrating my bad girl spanking.  *Swoon!*  I have had a spanko crush on him for a long time, and in typical S.A.S. fashion,  I giggled like a nervous, obnoxious, dumbass at the chance of getting to play with him instead of soaking in the moment as much as I could!

Shortly after the bad girl corner, the Vendor's Fair Angels and Demons contest was to get started.  After doing the last three vendor fair contests, I asked nicely not to participate in it again.  Well, actually I was really tired and cranky at a party over the summer and whined to Uncle Mike about how I hated it and never wanted to do it again.  After that, the proper way to back out was...uh...discussed and I politely requested not to partake this year.  I decided to use the time to provide Richard Windsor with an extra set of hands during the sale, catch up, and show him the proper way to sell DVDs. ;)  The angels ran away with the contest having run out of poker chips and quickly trying to make up more!

Publikk and I went back up to our room to freshen up for the parties in the suite.   I am really grateful that Heather offered to share her suite with us.  Not only did we get to share our room with an awesome lady, but we didn't have far to go when it came to the suite parties.   We were really spoiled this year! Anyway, It was at that moment, that I took out the adorable Beth panties and realized that I had not one, but TWO pairs of her panties!!!!  I was horrified!!!!!!!  I felt so bad that I instantly texted Beth to let her know that I took a pair.  Of course her response was to tease me and call me a thief, but I still felt horrible!!!  I had images of someone wanting the same panties and me having stolen the last in her size.  I carefully folded them up and placed them in our cabinet until I could return the panties to her.

 We headed down the hall and popped into Dirk's suite.  Dirk is amazingly generous and willingly opens his suite and bar tab to the majority of the party. I can't remember if this was Thursday night, or Friday night, but IMLX managed to get a hold of me and spanked my while scolding me in Russian.  I do not speak Russian and he could have been saying anything to me, however, getting scolded in Russian is amazing.  IMLX is one of the sweetest guys in the scene and is so fun to play with.  I was glad that we were able to catch up again at this party!

Pulls_Panties_Down is another gem of a top that I love to play with.  He pulled me over his lap on the couch and started to provide me with a wonderful hand spanking.  However, towards the end of the spanking, Miss Aurora mentioned "The Power" and PPD whispered back "THERE  WILL BE NO POWER."  I am pretty sure that it would take an entire blog post to explain what "The Power" is and still have no one understand, but at that moment I was inspired to do our trademark "The Power" soar for freedom.  Mr. PPD however, is no stranger to the power considering it is his fault "The Power" exists in the first place!  As I soared off the couch I felt a grab at my ankles and a pull, with a "NO MORE POWER" scold.  Now I was kneeling on the couch as PPD took off his London Tanner's belt and gave me a few licks.  It is a very nice belt, but it REALLY needs to be broken in more.  Hopefully he was able to help it along during the rest of the weekend!

The rest of Friday night passed in a blur as people played, talked, and entertained one another.  It would be close to 4am before I would crawl into bed in order to be up and ready for the new Boardwalk Academy event taking place at 11 sharp the next morning.